hello everyone!just got home from school.

had Effective Writing paper this morning..and i was late for 20mins.how bad it can be..but thank God i finished the paper before time is up.haha!

during Office Procedure lesson..did all my work..and thank God that i finally get all done..-phew-hahaz.

during lunch..i was hungry but im broke for this week and my friends.they are sooooo nice!!spare me dont know how much.coz one take out coin and put on the table den the next one also and one also..den all mixed liao.den i dont know how can i return them the money liao.but they say nvm...so nvm lohz..thanks alot~~that little help really means alot to me..haha!thanks soooo much!!

did some personality test..

What's on your mind?

Here is the analysis:You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on educationEducation is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

and i think its rather true..not all but some..hor joanna?

hmm.tell you something..yesterday was my first time cooking GREEN BEAN soup lehz.haha.i ate that for dinner.wuahaa..but hor..i duno if i gotta wash the green bean anot lehz.so nvm.i dump the whole thing inside the pot to let it cook and pour water and throw the sugar cube in.and is really THROW.water too hot..got smoke already..scared tio burn.haha!and tonight..i had green bean soup again...haha!and i think my green bean soup not bad worz.next week i try RED bean soup.hehe..-yumyum-im afraid i will LS only..haha..which i seriously hope i will not.haha!

last week went to take neoprint with darling..and pictures from dont know how long ago.before i cut my hair..


this is geck darling and myself...


and myself


my dearest.darling,sweetie,stupid girl.and myself.hehe..








stupid girl wants me to talk to her hand.and she always says that to me...aRgh..



i just love taking pictures with her.wuahaha......and stop asking me to talk to your hand.....

some uncivilised childish people just love to talk rubbish and scold filthy words in my taggie.are you stupid?wana scold scold at places i cant delete la.are u a born retard?

if you are someone i know..dislike me, come and confront me.dont be like a COWARD and tag here.and whoever you are..dont you think you are still like a small kid?how sad.

and sex is a responsible act of love..got it?RESPONSIBLE ACT.do you know whats that?for Goodness sake, i think you know NUTS about it.

and it simply shows that you know nothing about BASIC ENGLISH!you are so in LACK of vocabulary.

you can come and tag and scold as many flithy words and times as you like..i dont mind just loggin to my shoutbox and delete it times and times again.and this shows that you are so hardworking..-laughs-

hello my dears darls and sweeties.hahha!

im here again..its so boring to stay at home..aRgh..cant take it..Arghh...how i wish for a holiday.haha!so that i can slack and play!haha!

well.wanted to blog yesterday but no time haha.went out with Fel Darren and Jun.went to play pool at dont know where then steamboat at dont know where and then Kbox at MS.i had loadsa fun..thanks for everything!!

hmm.today lesson start super duper late.and its at 2pm!how late!haha..and i love it!!haha!i sleep till im like YES YES YES!!haha!my bed just love me so much lah..so am i.haha!i just dont wanna leave my bed.haha!im stucked!!!haha!

had Office Procedures lesson follow up by Business Software Application lesson..both..hmm..as boring lahz.no choice..gotta study still..today..as usual.a boring school day..hahaz.but.being a student is far too much better than working lahz..

watched Heartlanders and Shooting Stars.omg..im fainting.the Ah TOOT at Shooting Stars is like WOW..he is sooooo HANDSOME..and the song that Olinda sang out to ah toot is just sooooo SWEET!!i love it!haha!how romantic it is..haha!geck deary came over to my place..and im like screaming and deary just give me a stupid stare..hahaha!as u know..saw cute guys im likdat ma.haha!and geck deary tell me that she saw TPH at Sakae..and man she screamed like hell at my place..she is real mad!its just TPH..if you tel me its EDISON CHEN i can SCREAM with u!hahahahaha!or maybe David Wu?i can scream like mad also.haha!Keanu Reeves also can!i will faint with you!hahaha!

exam on thursday..and man..im so not prepared for it..aRghh..gonna ling shi bao God's leg again..

just got home from the dinner over at FA coffeeshop. the whole family was there except for some of the cousins.hmm..and finally our tay family de amour tay aka uncle joseph had got himself a girlfriend.and i think she is good.haha!she is so friendly and nice..also from CHC.svc 5.not bad..a very gentle and sweet lady..

saw grandma finally..wanted to go around to chat with other cousins but i think grandma is more important so i went over to the small table and sat beside her..and grandma just sat there and kept quiet..so i kept quiet too.i just ask her how is she..and she said okie..so okie lohz.thou theres nothing much to talk today.i think its coz theres too many people lahz.that y she dont wanna say much.but i know she cares.hee..she was holding on to my hands even when she wanna get in the cab..but to get in the cab she gotta let go of my hand..she didnt..and i followed in haha!i know she loves me.haha.and i love her too..she wanted me to stay over at her place.sigh i would love to but i cant.have to go to school tomorrow..sianz..

theres no lesson tomorrow but have to turn up in school for this dont know what flying fox thingy?which i dont wanna go..im a dan xiao gui.i dont wanna climb up high to walk on strings and fly in the air..haha!

im a pig today.wuahaha.i woke up at 12++pm and slept at 3++pm till 7pm.how pig i can be..was in a shocked when wilson told me its seven..and im so bored now............aRGhh.............

-the person who loves you will not be selfish to bring you back to the past but pushes you forward to your destiny at all cost!- i think this is good....

if you love me, dont remind me about my past every now and then...if you love me, you'll accept me for who i am.if you love me,you will love me for who i am deep inside me.if you love me,you'll love my everything.....

but who can?besides God..

aRGhh.

its sunday~and im like so bored at home now.have to go for dinner later but i dont even know how to go to the place..ARghh...

got up around 12++pm and i was like so damn unhappy.maybe i moodswing?aRghh.just cant take it.some people are just like soooooooooo damn DOTZ..

do i owe you?do i have to help everyweek to take your DOTZ. not even a THANK YOU i hear from you. the MOMENT you are DOTZ. you PUT out YOUR stupid HANDS and wait FOR ME to HAND over DOTZ to you.not even a HI i hear from you!damnnittttt

just asking you to BUY DOTZ you dont want. you say you already went OUT. so HOW do i know you aRE out when im FAST asleep? you think im GOD? i was wondering how do you even eat when you never even BUY DOTZ.and i guess you are so BLIND enough to even notice that the DOTZ had already finished.

AND im only LIVING on five bucks this poor week!im so gonna have A&W-air and water-everyday..thank God i still have the five bucks with me.-phew-

ive got no idea why im so not in the mood today..and i noticed..i really dislike most *uYs...basically i just HATE *uyS.....the *uyS i meet just s**kS la.

y** **Ys make ME sICK SICK SICK!

coz of one tree i just think the whole forest should be taken away..ARGHHH

dear all im home!

hee..went out super late today.sigh.wanted to go to my friend's birthday celebration but due to aunt, having to attend classes,wasnt home..i cant go out..so i waited and waited..and finally aunt's is home and i went out..but didnt go for the MB steamboat.went out with darling instead...

darling is alone and dont wanna go out just for awhile..actually wanna bring her along for the MB steamboat thingy but im afraid its not good coz its the birthday boy's treat.im afraid that i bring a fren along its kinda rude..so i choose to go out with darling instead.darling more important.haha!

went down town after dropping by at aunts place.the bus is super duper slow man..and my waist for nothing its so painful and all i wanted was to just sit down hahaz.den we both headed to cineleisure and dine at Suki Ramen- a jap restaurant- the prices..hmm still affordable for us students..haha!the food aint that bad..and the people there are just so nice...well mannered.haha!as some of you who know me..dining at a jap restaurant, i will never leave without filling my stomach with CHAWAMUSHI!haha and i had it!!!yum yum i love it sooooo much!!hahaz..

after eating..dearest and i went over to heeren..while we were on our way there..saw this huge crowd outside cheers..and i kpo kpo went over to take a look..squeezed my way in together with dearest..and saw many people taking pictures with this GHOST.haha.is like a small girl dressed like a ghost and walk around town..with the long hair covering her face..and i think its just sooooo COOL hahaha!if i have a digicam with me..i will take a pic with the ghost!ahaha!

went to take neoprint with deary..while waiting..man i tell you..i really dislike people who get in the machine and use their DIGICAM to take pictures inside instead of using the MACHINE!aRGhh..i was waiting outside with deary.waited and waited..man that was soooo long lohz!cannot take it..and i think its sooooo not right lohx.if they want to take they can take faster lohz.but so slow..and sooooo many SHOTS.aRghh..den..mee....having no choice..i talk out loud~waaa zer mer jiu de!!!and i guess they heard..and both of the girl got out of the machine.such inconsiderate people...and deary and i got in and start snapping..picturees out and i love it..haha

after that..we walked all the way down to esplanade.hehe.i wanted to go there..coz i want the long walk with her..so we walked and chatted and laughed and played and lost our way!thanks lehz dearest..we did not walk our usual route.we walked to SMU.and got lost inside SMU.thanks ah.haha.and walked and walked..laughed..and we are finally there...and bought those old old type of bottled de coke.and drink and chit chatted..had so much fun..haha!

i love the time spent together with you..each moment!!!friends forever!!!!we shall have this "dating" once again okie?haha!

and tomorrow is our tay family dinner.i want to see my beloved grandma!!!!

hi my dear faithful readers!im here again.wuahaha.well.im in a good mood today.wonder why?coz i was out with my darling!haha!

its been almost a month since we last chatted or went out.i seriously miss you so much!so do u miss me that much also?wuahaha.and its almost a month!this joanna doesnt know how to -sayang- me she whacked me!!!!ARGhh..she asked me to talk to her HAND!!!darling..you break my this fragile heart man.haha!well im just joking.

went to suntec city to have our lunch..waited for her at city hall for soooooooooooo long can!i have to entertain myself with the TODAY's newspaper.read and read and the paper is so heavy..and i wonder why that paper is sooooooooooo THICK today..and..sadly..i totally forgotten what ive read today.-shake head-

was craving for yami yogurt and im dying to get it.but its friday as you all know.im brokE!so i can get it on sunday?haha right joanna?hor joanna?haha!and we went to raffles city.went to Mjophsis-did i spelt it correctly?-hmm nvm.u know i know can already.and we both saw this handsome dude.hehe..not bad looking ehz.i thought he was one of my friend.but sadly..he's not wuahaha..cannot blame lahz.i never wear my beloved pinky spec!it had died in a CAR CRASH!hahahaahhaha!

jo and i chatted and chatted laughed and laughed played and played..and its like we chatted out loud and laughed out loud.haha!its so fun.and please stop asking me to talk to your hand.-roll eyes-.sometimes i just cant help but to have stm lahz...but not my fault ma..hor joanna?haha!

oh..and please..next time you wanna go and die dont say so loud and dont ask me if i wan anot!!if not the man beside our table laugh again okie!haha!or maybe he puke out everything he had eaten at you worz.haha!

went to school today.and it seems like i went for SUN TANNING~coz there's fire drill practice today.den everyone was under the super duper hot sunny sun for i dont know how long.some sweat like tap water.wuahahaha..and thank God.im under the umbrella..so im still okie haha!and follow up by doing CSC test..sighz..never really study for it.i just read through..so i doubt i can do it..so..i'll buck up for the next test.........

dear all!! im home!! haha. just got home from tampines..was at tampines starbucks since this afternoon till around night time.was waiting for my dearest to end work.and played the laptop.teaching dearest how to play THE SIMS!and dearest is soooooo cUTE...super duper sua gu loh!hahhahahahahhaha!!!!!

hey darling.thanks for the treat!my favourite CHOCOLATY MUFFIN AND CHOCOLATE FRAPPUCINO RUMBA->did i spell correct or was it named this way?i guess only you know what i love at starbucks la!hahaha!!im loving it!STARBUCKS RAWKS!haha!

was EARLY for school today.i dont think im late am i?hmm.i was there after my teacher but i dont think he start the lesson already.so i considered myself EARLY!thanks to dearest for the call!!!!!!!!

went to the spectacle shop.sighz!i really need a spectacle!!!!!!!!i still cant forget the incident!my poor pinky spec GOT RUN DOWN BY A BLACK BLACK CAR!sigh!i want a spectacle lah!

-PERFECT MOMENT-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!

it's my dad birthday today!haha.called him on the phone last night to wish him.and he say THANK YOU I LOVE YOU SO~and i happily said i love you too papa.haha!and he asked so what are you doing now?and i said at home slacking,listening music all loh.and he replied:wow you are enjoying life ya.and i said:ofcoz!why not.haha!but he is working.so i dont wanna disturb him and talking on the oversea call its expensive.so we both ended the call.and take love you and take care.haha!

i realised that i really love my papa.wuahaha.how i wish he is back in Singapore now.come back and dont go already haha i wish for that haha~but well i know its not gonna happen.so its okie.but still.i love my papa.hahaz..

-yawn- just got up from my afternoon nap.took a 3+ hrs nap.and now wake up to eat.im so hungry.sometimes it feels so good to eat the food cooked at home.those jia chang something something one.i love eating that.but ive got no chance.so its okie.i used to eat it when i was younger haha.at least i tried before hor.some dont get to try it even.okie.im considered fortunate.hahaz.

its wednesday already!YEAH.im counting down to weekends.i love weekends.time is going faster dont you think so?YEAH Christmas is coming~

well.Jan,thanks for the help!it has been a great great help.deeply appreciated by me.a thousands of thank yous!

-dinner time!-

well.i guess i should say this again.

i dislike people who use vulgarities,esp on ME.

and my friends who know me,WELL ENOUGH, know that i will always say "eh dont scold vulgarities lehz"

and again~i shall repeat. I am Who I AM, I am Who GOD says I AM, I am NOT who YOU say I AM. I Am WHO God calls Me to BE.

im not who or how bad you think i am.why would such a problem even occured in your mind.after being friends for so long?

im not acting HOLY[like wad u say] when im telling you to refrain from scolding vulgarities.im doing that for your own good. i would never want others to have bad impression on you.

so what if everyone is scolding vulgarities out there.i will nv want to be part of them. and i dont want to be like them just because i want to be friends or get accepted by them.if you dont like the way when i tel people to stop scolding vulgarities.im sorry..im e odd one den.if ive to be like them to be accepted, what is that friendship called?FAKE?coz if im likdat,im not being who i am.

going with the flow you mean.how can i ever ignore a problem when the problem is still there and its not settled.and you tell me to go with the flow?how to?a problem is still a problem when its not settled.

and your say say only.ive always take each and everyone words for serious.and whatever i speak i mean it.coz my word is my bond.theres no say say only in my dictionary.

and im not psycho-ing her.she came to me when she has a problem,and i did my best to talk to her.i did not tell her to do this or that.afterall the decision is still on herself.not me.and i will never stop helping my best friend.

and i dislike people to worry about something that is so NOT going to happen.example:its okie-ppl take the "its okie"as "its not okie"got it?and thinks that i will badmouth.why would a friend think of you in such a way?does this show how much this fren doesnt know u?

i dont go to church to complain about everyone.i only ask my cgl what to do how to settle coz she is my leader and my counsellor.if i cant help this person, i will look for my leader.not to complain but to ask her how?why?and etc.and why my cgl?a person who is always there helping me in every single tiny need and the person who knows thing more well den i do a person who helps alot a person who love me alot.dont look for her then who can i look for?besides God la..ive nv thought that you will think im those people you say.and im so not who u tot i am.and you know well enough that ive stopped attending church.and when my best friend is sad, i am also feeling the way she is.got it?not that i treasure friendship too much.coz i love each and every friend of mine.

is there something wrong when i treasure my friendship alot?helping a friend is also something wrong?i was told not to put my friends problem as my problem.but im those who want to help my best friend.i cant see someone feeling unhappy when that is someone i love-as a fren.

ive decided to return it to you.you dont have to give the 10 to me.i know i owe u a favor coz of lowering down the pricing.but now..i dont wish you to be unhappy coz of this matter.i dont know if you will ever read this.but all i wanted was you to be happy.i know its coz of me that why you are willing to lower it.but since you got a better choice..i seriously dont mind.im serious.i know its my fault for dragging to return you the balance.but all i ask was a question which you think its stupid and all i wanted was a yes or no from you.nothing much.you told me that is not the problem.so what is the problem?ive been thinking and thinking..do you think you seriously know me?and do you think i know you?i seriously dont know you i guess.coz i was totally in a shocked when i hear all that from you.

you said you want it back ytd.but we both agreed first-to sell it to me-.but now its okie.im returning it to you but nw you dont want.so wad can i do now?i seriously dont know what to do.on one hand im afraid you are unhappy on the other hand im afraid you are angry and i also dont wan you to make a loss.whatever it is.say no more.im returning you.

and again.im sorry for dragging sorry for causing you unhappiness sorry for...everything..

and ive only one best friend.which i dont if she can ever be already.but still she is now.and do you think friendship is so easy to build up like my friendship with her?it needs time.and i need time.maybe ive not care about how you feel.but im really sorry that i did not appreciate the things you did for me.

do you know after the call i cant sleep,i was thinking about it the whole "morning".even when im on my way to school.im still thinking of what to do so that both of us will be happy and nothing goes wrong in our friendship.do you know how stressed i am today.do you know all the words you say are still ringing in my ears.

afterall i guess you dont.

went to school today.lesson are as boring.haha.its like theres no lesson today.went for Office Procedures lesson and just sat down there and Mr Tay went through some of unit 3.and i kinda like forget some of unit 3.wuahaha.just before the test last week i remember almost 70% of it.but after the paper.i return to Mr Tay liaoz.hahaz.

after OFP i went for Businnes Software Application lesson.Arghh..hand up my project which include what i missed out on the deadline day which is the folder that include the soundtrack i wanna add into my pjt slides.and one word from Mr Goh..over deadline already,deducte ten marks..my heart sank!hello its ten marks please!ten marks!ARghh..ten marks!thanks lehz.ten marks loh!aRGhhh..but he told the class that almost all will pass la.so im still okie..but not only i want a pass.i want an A in the subject!aRGH!

saw the Effective Writing subject's debarment list today.Thank God!Praise The Lord that my name is not included!-phewwww-thank God i went for the test and the result aint that bad.highest not bad la hor?haha!if i fail that paper,my name might be included in that list today.pheww...finally one burden down.haha.

ive changed my blogskin again.not much changes la.just some rearrangment.haha!i prefer this skin than the previous one.haha!and the bloggie song..i heard it from TF's bloggie.and he send the song to me and i uploaded it here with the help of Cason!haha thanks Cason for the link!haha.nice hor the song?i love it!

its tuesday already, and tomorrow will be wednesday.time passes real fast.i hope it can be just a little faster..till my bdae!haha!and till my graduation from NITEC!haha!i cant wait for the day to come!haha!know what?im counting down to my bdae already!wuahahha!

and its Jia Jia Liang Teh aka Jia Rui's Birthday today!i know he dont read my bloggie but still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! and thanks for the cup of pepsi!!!all the best for your exams.and i know you will get a GPA 4 again.haha!this guy here..dont play play ah, GPA full can!haha!

i wish i could get GPA 4 too!-praying real hard-

new blogskin

well as you can see ive change my blogskin.i think its messy but right now i just couldnt think of how to get it done.im tired and its 2.09am.ive been on this for like 4hours.good grief.im dead tired now.anyway..what do you guys think of this blogskin?give some comment please.i would love to improve on this skin.

using ms frontpage to do this skin makes me grow fond of playing with the codes.found out many many stuff which i dont know how shall i say it.wuahaha.its fun.clicking and clicking,thinking and thinking..-sweats-

the pictures on the skin are just my try out.hehe.ive got no intention of putting pictures this way.but the space there are like so extra and i dont know how to get it done.so i thought of getting the spaces replaced with my face.haha!

well..till now..looking at this skin.im still not satisfied with it.what do you think Jan aka da sao?you know how hard ive been trying to look for a skin that fits up to what i expect right.but till now..i dont know lahz.haha!comments?

today nelson came over my place to do our CSC script..we have to merge our script together.sianz.i dont really like to write script.i just like to write about my life.hahaz.and i'm like so bored so i played with my cats and screamed at them and use nelson's hp to take pictures again.

and here are the pictures..


look! nelson playing guitar..haha!


its us take no 1


take no 2


take no 3


take no 4


take no 5


take no 6


take no 7


wanna fight?hehe!-grins-


come lets fight.wuahahaha!

not forgetting about myself


take no 1 of myself


take no 2


take no 3


and thats all!hahaz

its so bored doing CSC script.so why not just entertain.at least got something not so boring to do wad!haha!

theres a family dinner this coming weekend..take note..

-dream-

SATURDAY~~

-yawn- its 2.32pm and i just got up from my lala land.it feels so good to sleep till i cant sleep any longer haha!

slept and 4++am this morning.wuahaha.went to Partyworld KTV with serene and -erjie-aka emily.and her er jie's bf.we sang from 11++pm till 3am.couldnt think of what to sing when we are at partyworld.but when we are not there,we've got so much that we wanna sing.haha!i had fun afterall.hahaz.

and today.hehe.im so gonna go out!!!!hahaha!with my brother and janice.we actually planned to have dinner at Tony Roma's Restaurant.but feels its cheaper if we dine at Swensens.so we decided to go there.and wilson suggested to watch a movie after our "dinner"..so must see how later..haha!im so looking forward to going out with them later hahaz..

regarding the cheesy hot dog i wanted..serene bought it yesterday.hmm..after all the 3 packets of cheesy hot dog i ate..none of it taste like what i ate at GV.aRGHh..where can i get it?aRghh..

-gone-

-seimss-

love me or love me not?

sighz.i thought i had finally finish my Business Software Application project.sighz.to my dismay..i have not!aRghh..all thanks to me.aRghh..

well.its like this, i decided to add sound clip into my pjt slides.and yesterday the song and the slides goes on very well and i saved everything in my thumbdrive.but..i do not know that i got to save the song in a folder too..so i did nothing but just saved that pjt slides..and today is the project DEADLINE!happily excited me went to hand up my project and noticed there is no sound..i was super not happy lohz..telling myself that everything was still fine yesterday...but..sigh..the fact is..i did not save the song in a folder..so who to blame?myself lohz.and Mr Goh says he will deduct marks!i was like OH NO!!i pleaded for one more day to hand up.and now im so gonna save the song into a folder..just in case i lost my precious marks.aRgHh..

had the BGR talk this afternoon..today the entire day..all my mind is love.wad is love?in the cafe today.sentimental songs are being played-roll eyes-and today is the only day when i think the songs played at cafe is nice.wuahahaz.and den the talk.tell us many thing that causes me to yawn and yawn.think and think..everything is about love today.im so sick and tired of that...people asked question..and in the end..i still think guys in my sch are...ermm..still playful..-shake head-do people buy roses just to ask love me or love me not?its so funny when i saw the speaker plucking out and at the same time saying love me or love me not..i find it stupid,a stupid way of finding out someone loves you or not..

well.i watched the vcd entitled "stairway to heaven"hehe..and i finished watching it in just two days.hehe..know whY?hahhahaha!i fast forward..its such a sad ending..aRghh..why korean movies are all sooooooooo torturing?aRghh..i love the show so much!but i have got no choice to tell myself to come back into reality..well.the show is like erm..this charming guy waited and loved this girl for very long..since they were kids..and when they have grown up..go through loadsa a suffering..and they are still holding on..due to an accident that causes the pretty lady to lost her memory.she cant remember the person whom she loved and waited for many years when he was sent oversea..when the guy returns,was looking high and low for her..but the girl's stepbrother changed her name..so everyone thought she had died in the accident..so is the charming one..he was heartbrokened but still he hold on and waited for her..oh..she was knocked down by her step sister who wanted to snatch everything from her,her family,her beloved,her status,her life.pretty was a rich man's daughter.a girl with a heart like an angel.

still loving her like mad,the charming one..saw her on streets one day..and he chased after her and call out her name..but she..not knowing anything..she says that charming one must have mistooked her as his beloved..and she insisted that she is not the one he is looking for.but everyone whom know her since young,knew exactly who is she..and this charming one go searching for a tough time..he did not know about the accident..he did not know how much pain she had suffered when he was away..

blah blah and then for the second time the step sis knocked her down again..and she regain part of her memory..but it was too late..her step sister and the charming one is getting engaged.but the charming one dont even love that step sister..aiya that step sis is a bu yao lian one la.she is heartless.and den...one day..due to the past accident,the girl was diagnosed with eye cancer..and turned blind..all she wanted is to see charming one for one more time..and den due to the step bro death,erm.he donated his yan jiao mo to her.and she regained her sight and saw her beloved charming..and they decided to be together..got married but then...she wasnt fully healed..the cancerous tumor was spread and she eventually died.he is still holding on to their love.and ETC and ETC...

its a great story.i love it.want to know more.get that vcd.but well.who can love someone wholeheartedly?who can love only one person?who can give love for just one person?who can love someone unconditionally?i know who..God!..to me..noone can love someone like how the charming one did..the only unconditional love i can find is in the Kingdom of God.so do u agree?the only person i will love is God.the unconditional love is all i wanted!returning to the house of God,i would love to.but due to some matters..i stopped.ive stopped going to the house of God does not means that i dont Love God anymore.oh..back to stairway to heaven..haha!i really love it!the charming is such a lovable faithful devoteee person..wow!hahaha!okie im dreaming~wuahahah!its not wrong to dream okie hahaha!

i guess what i blog today is rubbish.ive got nth to blog today except for stairway to heaven.hahaa!

-gone to dream-

-hold on to our dream of peace dont stop believing-

yeah!PROJECT DONE~

finally my project has come to an end!yess!!!Praise The Lord!!its my Business Software Application project.and my project is about Travel.i decided to sell air tickets mainly to China.haha!and so i took some of the "info" from SA Tours and named my company as "Harvest Tours"hahahahha!

well.had class photo taking session this afternoon..erm..i dont know if the photos will turn out nice..i hope it does..went home after school and waited for my dearest deary to leave her house..

meet her at Tiong Bahru..took the vcd"Stairway To Heaven" man i tell you,this show is a must watch show..i love it..its so like Endless Love..ahs..anyway,korean shows are all die and kanna car run down or suffer from cancer or illness..so all the same lahz..all can make me cry like crazie lohz haha!but still..i like it!hahahahz

called serene down to TBP.met her and we just talked and talked..gossiped and gossiped..and i simply love talking to her.haha!we laughed out loud at BK..talked out loud at BK.haha!and we neglected both Geck and Xinyi.im so sorry girls..hahhahaa!

well..serene is having her prelim paper tmr..on chem and i dont know what..God bless her!all the Best..you can do it dearest..please dont tell me you want to join me at ITE.drop that idea off okie!hahah!dont know if you got time to read my bloggie.haha..just wanna let you know..please please please study hard k..after yours and my exams..we can get crazie together.hahaha!cant wait to be photo kaki and shopping kaki and crazie kaki!!!Let us both keep on keeping on!!!!!

okie..went home around nine plus pm..while i was walking home from the bus stop..aRgh..wanted to cross the road..some stupid uncle came and talk to me..guess what he say?he said:waiting for who?waiting for me ah?dont go lehz.come back lahz...ARGHHH stupid man!idoit..he came and stand beside me while i was waiting for all the cars to go off..stupid man.yuck!why are there people like him on earth..he must be insane..he must be crazie..he must be ah siao.idoit..i hate people like him!

aRgghh...people like him just kill my day..such irritating people...i was so afraid at that point of them and i walked one big round home again!people like him just have to give me trouble!aRghhh....-screams!-

okie..that about tt mad man...

serene says my face is still outside my secondary school de dunno wad..i think is banner..im sooooo curious..i wanna go and see that banner..she says im with my prom dress..and she says it look veryyyy nice!!im sooooooooooo curious of how does it look!!hahahahhahaz..anyone saw..take pic of it and show me can..ahahahhaah!

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HOLD ON TO OUR DREAM->my favourite IJ song~

IJ Spirit burning bright
Fill this world with love and light
Light that shines for all to see
Love that sets our spirits free

IJ friendships through the years
Born of simple joys and tears
Something tells us deep inside
IJ friends are friends for life

Hold on to our dream of peace
Don't stop believing
Our hearts and hands, ever seeking, ever serving
Hold on to the sound
Of our friends all joyously singing
Our voices raised to the Lord our God above
Hold on to our dream

IJ spirit burning bright
Fill our hearts with love and light
Light to see ourselves anew
Love begins with me and you

IJ voices ringing true
Reaching out and breaking through
Every heart will hear our call
Share our dream of peace for all

Hold on to our dream, hold fast to the IJ dream
Hold on to our dream!

no lesson!!

well.there's no lesson almost like the entire day.the morning lesson.teacher on MC.afternoon lesson,Mr Tay says to give us break coz of the test yesterday.aint he soooo good?hahah!and Mr Goh's lesson is do project,but most of the time he is talking so...did nothing much today.just slacked and talked.

watched the news yesterday.said abt blogger that got charged on court.the two guys are charged of dont know what.too many vulgarities in their blog or what ba.im not sure.now i must watch what i say.just in case i get sued.haha!

recently theres about this maid murdered another maid case.sighz.we are really living in the ENd TimEs.Great tribulations..what is happening around the world???i cant believe it..how can someone murder another person and chopping off them into different parts..we are human being lohz.i rather to love people than to hate people...i rather to love people than to kill people.

its such a boring day today.did nothing much in school.i just cant wait to get my Office Procedure Test result.im so worried.im afraid i cant get A lehz.im afraid i got careless mistake or whatsoever lohz.

oh..forgot to add something..hehe..while i was walking home from the train station.guess what i saw..i saw this man dressed in dress with holes and wore heels and sockings and thick red lipstick and botak hair.and he really gave me a shock.my eyes brightened up straight away.i dont mind seeing people like him on streets.but..he is the most te chu one.the most "attractive"to me among the same people..

having BGR talk on thursday..-shake head-will be in the same talk as some of the ES-shake head- i wonder what will they ask during the Q&A session..will they ask rubbish or will they make a fool of themselves..

throughout these nine months in ITE-mixed school..i came to a point that i still prefer to be in a girl school.i love being a convent girl..girls can be a little naughty in a convent school,but not as naughty as people from a mixed school...i miss the life of a convent girl!!IJ spirit burning
bright...............................lalalalalalaaaaa

im so bored now......aRghhh...i wanna watch CHUN RI..

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phewwWwww~~~

hi my fellow friends!!im home!!yeah!!-screams-hahaz.just got home from school.know what?i was late for school.but i dont know,any idea why?coz i thought that im having test today..i need not attend the morning lessons.and sadly..i have to attend which i did not..i dont know lehz.sighz.and i heard news that this week is the debarment week..sooo i better be in school on time liao..i want to GRADUATE from NITEC.i will and i must!!yes!hehe

was studying till 730am this morning..wow.i did not sleep can..-bang wall-i was watching television and at the same time studying.well that is my studying method..i can really get things done when im watching tv..no idea why..and i was watching a japanese horror show on channel 8 while revising..wuahaha.i was super duper stress yesterday till this afternoon..

i studied almost every little part of my notes.trying super duper hard not to miss out anything.and guess how did the paper go?hehe.i tell you..this paper..i can HARDLY fail lahz.and i dont think anyone will fail.the teacher who set the paper,thanks!thanks for being merciful!haha!and i really wanna thank God..know why..coz the questions are all not very very hard.and are all that ive studied throughout the night.thank God for answering my prayer this morning.heez..

BUT!ARGhhh...i studied and memorise about Sole Proprietorship,Partnership all the advantages and disadvantages..all did not come out in the PAPER!and the thing i did not put much effort came out.its about Limited companies..the advantages..but..hehe..thank God too..coz i took a glance at it yesterday and its locked in my piggy brain!wuahahaz.

pheww..finally cleared one test..gave me a hard time..i can hardly relax my brain..i really took a hard time okie..it aint easy to get everything recorded into my brain worz.now..maybe 60% are still recorded while i deleted the rest.hahaz.but..i dont really have much confidence that i will score high marks lehz..coz im not very sure with the answers i wrote for my indexing questions.sighz..oh..and got this question,omg..i think its giveaway marks de lohz..and its giving away 26 marks i think..and answers are written over there liao..just need some rearrangment to be done hahaz.well..this paper..its just the beginning..still got alot more challenges to come..-sighz-so cannot be overly happy.hahaz

and..if you read my previous entry..i was complaining about the Cheesy Hot dog that is not cheesy..erm...to my dismay..i bought the wrong one!aRghhh..i went to take a look at the packet yesterday..and it says:CHICKEN HOT DOG..omg..was my eyes playing tricks on me?i did really see CHICKEN CHEESY HOT DOG lehz..okie..so its my fault..i need a spectacle..and sadly..my beloved pink spect got CRAsHED at EXPO BY A BLACK CAR!ARGhhh....SOBZ....and it fen shen sui ku.nothing was left behind..-cries-hahahaz................

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aRghhhh

aRghhh!!!ive been studying the ENTIRE day...with television right infront of me..watch and study.and manage to get stuffs into my pig brain.aRgghhh..and i just remeber that i gotta hand a a project this week!!!and i still got ten more slides of animation to do!oh man!this is great...so great..im in a rush..

when i was writing down notes and reading tru at the same time..man..my heart wanna stop..i dont even know what is centralised and decentralised filing..and one of the difference in the notes..i read and read think and think.i just cant get the IMAGE of the filing system..and as for unit 1..i roughly can say out everything..took 2 hours to settle unit 1..-shake head-and im at unit 2..unit 2 is such a large part..whereas unit 3 is such a small part..aRghh...and unit 2 nots says about the filing equiptment..omg!what is lever arch filing?the note explained to me..but..i cant get the IMAGE of the FILE in my pig brain!and the organisation chart..omg..i did the organistion like TWICE only..and im so afraid i will get it wrong tmr..Mr Tay says the organisation chart might be out..and i saw my notez..25 marks i think!!omg!!!if i do wrong..my precious marks will fly!!!and the filing...so many storage equiptment..aiyo in office need so many type of filing mehz..aiyo..-shake head-*i wanna scream*whole day..haven relax..this week..guess wont have any chance to relax..gonna hand up project too..

oh..let me say something before i end..

when i went over to macdonalds earlier for dinner..da pao home..was queueing..den i saw one ah ma came and she queued..so i let her go first.den she sat down so i never take her queue i went to another queue..den got this lady..i wonder if she is BLIND or wad..its so obvious that ah ma is waiting for her turn and she is old so she wanna sit down..and i look at her feet..omg..the second wad ah..aiya dunno how to say..the second "thing" is like a twist..and it landed up above her toe..and i find it so new to me ..so i wanna try..i try to make mine twist..and i hardly can do it..and the ah ma is already holding on to her money..so so so obvious she wanna get something..and i guess she sat down coz of her feet..painful i think..and that woman..ARghh..took her queue..stupid..at that point of time i wanna step forward and say that woman lohz.keep looking at that woman.in my heart i was like PUI PUI PUI BOOOOOOO!!sighz..and in the end..the ah ma stand in the queue..i guess she got no choice..coz noone can SEE that she is WAITING.soooo...in future..if anyone see ah ma sitting down right infront of the queue..kinda let her take the queue..dont be like that woman..cant believe it..i actually go and observe the ah ma feet..i was looking at the ah ma the whole time..she is sooooooo skinnnnnnnnyyyy!!!and sooooooo old can..older den my nai nai i think..smaller in size..smaller den me..and..ermm...shorter den me..she look so fragile to me..sighz..

okie...enough of my complains!i gonna start mugging again!!!

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stressed~~~~~

MONDAY...oh dear....MONDAY is just a few days away!oh dear..and if you are wondering why im kinda freaked out now...coz....monday i will be having Office Procedures test!oh dear!cham!and im like still at Unit 1!!have not finish revising..and i have to revise till Unit 3.oh gosh...ARgHH...

went to school on a SATURDAY.sianz..in the past..i will always go to school on a saturday for NDP rehersals..but now..its for revision.man..im so dead..have to read thru the notes and all..manz...-screams-im so not excited for monday~

and after school..went over to aunts place..and studied..together with alice..helped her with her english homework..please dont ask me to help in maths..i cant do much of it.haha!im so not good in that subject..and im wondering how to teach english?i dont know if the way i explained to alice is correct..but i do really hope that she understands..but after a while..i give up.coz im busy with my OFP revision that i almost explained like not explaining and so..i gave her answers..

alice grandma also my popo taught me how to cook half boil egg today hahahaha!oh..and i went to NTUC and got myself CHEESY HOT DOG!and for goodness sake!!!aRGHH...the cheesy hot dog...omg..while eating..i see and taste NO CHEESE!!!!!!!!aRGhhh....and what they call that?cheesy hot dog?why not cheesy plain dog?or..ermm...cheesy but nth hot dog?waste of my money..kui wo craved for the entire week!aRghh...so PC so PC so PCCCCCCCC!nvm..my next trip to GV i am so gonna make sure i get hold of their ChEEsy HOT DOG~

oh..and i think kids these day really dont know how to enjoy life and they know nuts about treasuring the great grands they have..can you imagine?having 3 kids and each of them have their own special way of eating..even the food that they eat..have to cook seperately...and even have to ask what they want and when the food is cooked..they dont wanna eat it..how do u feel?and wasted all the effort of the poor granny..everyday..cook seperately..serve them..and one..cook salmon for him and he eat a little dont want already..and if im not wrong he says it does not taste good..and well..its good stuff..since he dont want it..i'll take it...salmon..goodness sake..good for skin lohz..and its sooooo nice...aint cheap..and...i finished it..haha!thanks to popo..haha..

and the moment they got home,shoes bags are thrown on the sofa and off they go to elsewhere..leaving all the work for granny to do..and when they cant find the things they wanted...they scold..scold who...granny..and one..not even six years old..screamed at his granny..how rude this boy is..and one of them..everything must go by sets.like..bag for school pencil box for sch..and bag for tuition,pencil box for tuition and bag for church and pencil box for church and shoes also..for school tuition church...all seperately..and got home..dump them on the sofa and go off..leaving to granny to do their work..and once..granny asked one to clean up something and the girl said:what?think im maid?ask me to cleaN?when granny told me,i was like..man.i hate kids who are likdat..do simple job they think they are maid-shake head-..such good life they have..nothing to worry but school work..dont have to clean the house..they just play and the adults will clean the mess..wow..really envious of what good life they are having..soo..can i be a kid now?wuahahha..and sooo....being a granny is a hard job ya..and granny just say nth..and that is what i call love..she love them so much that she is willing..to help to serve and to take care...unconditional love.and that is wad i always wanted..aint them so fortunate to have such a great granny?

oh..and about my cats..one of them turned MAD yesterday..bathe him and he scratch jan stupid cat..and after eating..dont even care about jan or me..aRghh..

okie..took pictures on friday during CSC lesson..erm...was suppose to merge my CSC script with my partner..but i was playing and talking and just for a little while went to my teacher and ask for help..and after correcting my script..i played again..and what did i do?heehee...as usual..asked for nelson's phone..and for wad?hehe...take PICTURESS!hahahz


its michelle and mee..


nelson and mee..and can u spot a dot above my mouth?omg!its PIMPLE!ARGHHH!!PIMPLE!!disfigured...wuahahah!


Iskandar and myself.this guy..got loadsa expression on his face when he take pictures..and always make me laugh like crazie haha!


again~nelson and myself..


look how serious michelle is..hahaz


nelson mee and is..hahahz



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